For Silence:
Be But Still My Dreams, A Wish


PaulaARG Kernachan
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A wish for naught art the heart that does not seek love.  Nor seeks thee the face of a future love…. One longing for companionship for the seeker…  For naught is the chance that again ever as once was… will be no longer forever.

The force of the memory I hide but to sleep.  If living is living with no love so near.  For in dreams I see thee as we once were and was to have been when we were free to be as we were always to be.

No one, no other exists to me be true there are always rivers that flow offering quench for the thirst of the plenty…. That need be filled with the splashes of refresh-ness…. But how does one refresh the dead? 

Is flow that which passes each day?  Taking me farther away from the place I was to dwell?  The place found by midnight where darkness alone knows, my not so secret, longing that  roars like a boulder found in the rushes of spring thaw…. Mist the swelling fullness that fights its way inside me….. crushing my passage for any movement that takes me not to the Midnight.

I sing still the song in my heart that wishes for the dreams that mock me by light shown to fear the wistful lies the night speaks to my heart.  For who would not yet now believe that the structure was at fault…. Unforgiving to the young with dreams of a fine architecture to yet dwell.  Can that be flawed…. To one so deserving?
When truth is such that the building is worn?
For youth know yet not the usefulness of familiarity and
the warmth of experience as to them yet the world is new.  But for this is the end so few.


   

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