You say you are never there when I need you. 
Nevertheless, love you are wrong.
For when I need you so I close my eyes and day dream. 
Dreams of you and your arms
and true loves. 

Loves knowledge refreshes me
and though this love
I feel we can cross our void
 by beaching its emptiness with
the brilliant picture of a smile of you. 
Reaching and enlightening my bleakness. 
It hurts when I think of all I have shared with you. 
But it is a happy hurt. 
Pain to a degree causes pleasure. 
This pain is what makes me smile inwardly and feel weak with love. 

Am I crazy? 
Possibly so,
However, not so. 
For it is crazy to be this near to the truth of happiness.